I mean not sayin I’m desperate but I’ve got a 300$ dentist bill I have to be able to afford in the next month, a car that I have to fix, and I have to gather enough money to move soon. Lost my dad and job in one fell swoop, HMU if you want to make any donations in return for custom content.
I turn 21 tomorrow. Tomorrow I would’ve been opening my first legal (yet totally disgusting) beer with you. But everything is different now and it still hits me so hard at random times. Looking into my bag of hairties and breaking down in tears remembering how you and mom told me of when you went to get me. How you filled my head with many pigtails, all pointing in random directions. Cosmo licks my head and I flash back to you yelling at me not to let Oreo give me so many kisses on my head. You’re gone, but I see you everywhere I go.
If I had known that I would never see you again there are so many things I would’ve told you. Every single day since you passed has felt so wrong, and tomorrow will be no different. Tomorrow I will be passing my first milestone without you, and I am not ready. I don’t think I ever will be.
I mean not sayin I’m desperate but I’ve got a 300$ dentist bill I have to be able to afford in the next month, a car that I have to fix, and I have to gather enough money to move soon. Lost my dad and job in one fell swoop, HMU if you want to make any donations in return for custom content.
